The reflection

I don't ever think I've looked into the mirror, and felt so disgusted as I do now. I was tying my hair in a bun in front of my mirror, I started fucking crying..I cant stand anything right now..I just feel so tired..Tired of crying..  Tired of being scared..Being scared of everything. Tired of..Living..Tired of looking like I do..I once heard someone saying this: "As long you don't love yourself, or at least not hate, nobody else can love you"..I guess its pretty accurate..Most fitting at the moment..

I'm so tired of getting yelled at..For nothing..I just cant see..Cant see anything good at my reflection..There was a point of my life where i actually was okay with the way i looked..Thought that hey..I'm not beautiful but at least I'm not ugly..*Sigh*..That was then..Now I just..I seriously get disgusted by myself..My reflection..Its horrible.. 

I bite my tounge..

I hate to break it to you
But you're just a lonely star
I try to bring you down but
Our level isn't good enough
You always do as you please so
I'm gonna follow suit
And take a seat
I'll watch you fall apart
Cause in the end what are you without me?


I'll slow this down cause I know that you can't keep up
Oh maybe I was wrong from the start
I might be proud but least I'm proud of something
You've taken pride in becoming nothing

You got me on the edge of my seat
I bite my tongue so you don't hear me  
I wanna hate every part of you in me
But I can't hate the ones who made me


You got me on the edge of my seat
I bite my tongue so you don't hear me
I wanna hate every part of you in me
I can't hate the ones who made me


I'm married to the music
For better or for worse
You say that I wish for this
But your gift is my curse
I can't recall the last time
Someone asked me how I was
I want you out the fucking way
But my hell it chewed us up
A sleaze in the dirt

You got me on the edge of my seat
I bite my tongue so you don't hear me
I wanna hate every part of you in me
I can't hate the ones who made me
You get me on the edge of my seat
I bite my tongue so you don't hear me
I wanna hate every part of you in me
I can't hate the ones who made me

Don't forget what you've learnt
Don't forget what you've heard
The truth just confirms
I can't see this side of you anymore
Oh you've become what I hate
Sell yourself for better fame
Now the walls have closed the doors
Wanna drag me down for more
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU

You got me on the edge of my seat
I bite my tongue so you don't hear me
I wanna hate every part of you in me
I can't hate the ones who made me
You get me on the edge of my seat
I bite my tongue so you don't hear me
I WANNA HATE EVERY PART OF YOU IN ME
BUT I CAN'T HATE THE ONES WHO MADE ME!


You me at six-I bite my tounge

Titøhbøøh..

Bahh..Blev vækket halv et fordi min mor synes kl var mange..

Og det magter man jo ikk rigtigt??

Lige før regnede det rigtig meget..Now the sun is shining<3

Min far havde mini knoppers med hjem igår..Mums<3

Udover mit savn til omverden har jeg det godt..

Har ikk haft mulighed for at ryge de sidste par dage..Hvilket jo enlig er godt..Jeg er nu fast besluttet på at stoppe med at ryge det lort..

Mine smøger holder jeg mig nu til<3

Jeg ligger lige nu med de sygeste kramper..Men har aldrig været mere glad for at få mit lort..

Troede næsten jeg var gravid..Fuck det havde været kønt..

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Det der når..

Jeg ikk kan gå en dag uden at savne dig..Tænke på dig..Jeg flippede ud i tide og utide fordi jeg savnede dig..Savnede dine smukke mandelbrune øjne..Savnede den fine lille bue din overlæbe lavede..Savnede dit utrolig bløde krøllede hår..Dit lille skæg på hagen..Jeg savner at høre Kenneth drille dig med at der er 3 hår i dit skæg der er længere end de andre..Savner den tydelige men undertrykte stemning der var mellen dig og Birdy..

Jeg savner en masse ting..Jeg savner Jonas kram..Markus klodsethed..Selmas grin..Michellas bemærkninger..Fruergaards akavethed..

Jeg savner menneskerne...Huset..Suk..